Love Masochist

27 05 2009

The cold needles pierce my tender calf muscles and it hurts so good…Her left hand holds my leg steady and she feels me quiver, not in pain but in anticipation…The bleeding lines form her shape. My bondaged kitten, to whom I feel apart of. My hands tied behind my back and hips belted down to the chair, legs open. I’m at the mercy of my artist and with every twitch she smiles.With every drop of pleasure I exhale louder.

“Harder.” I insist.

The needles go deeper, blood circling my ankle, she wipes me down and kisses my knee.

“Almost done?” I asked.

” You will be done when I say you are.” she replies.

My heart beats out of my chest. She kisses me, my lips overwhelm hers.

“Are you lost?” I ask sarcastically.

She silences me with a gag, the fear of suffocation makes me well up in tears but she won’t hurt me, and I won’t let the fear ruin this moment…not this time. I bite down on the gag as the pressure of several needles paints the picture I adore.

She looks up at me with those piercing blue eyes. “Open wider.”

She drops the gun and slides her fingers inside me. I exhale and feel my breath get thinner. I refuse to moan and give her that satisfaction. She knows it. She shows no remorse on my body. I’m owned by her,  the ink shooting Golden Locks.
However, she should have covered my eyes. Now under my hypnosis there is no release this time.

She pulls down my gag and I whisper, “You are mine you know…”

“I always was.”

Our heavy breaths consume the room. She unties me from the chair. Before she can checkmate me, I push my blood filled spiked heel to her shoulder. Pinned against the grown she looks stunned. The juice dripping down my thigh… down my calf now burns the raw skin, down my heels onto her chest. Looking deep into her blue, now misty eyes…she begs as I pull the grenade from my belt.

“But if I can’t have you no one can.” The pin lingers between my teeth as I leave the room. I don’t look back. You were the one and you always will be now. The love massacre lives to tell our story.

Leah Lexington





Pandora’s Box

13 05 2009

Tonight I don’t feel like me

I know its not because of the drink in my system

Headed to places where I know I shouldn’t

Tonight I am feeling defiant

I enter the room

Dark, with lights flashing all around

Bass from the DJ shaking the walls

People moving, dancing body to body

Feeling like I am stalking prey

Tonight I am going to be bold

This part of me wants to instigate

Feeling many eyes upon me

Senses heightened, so aware

I am not supposed to be here

It was a rule unspoken

But I am filled with passion and rage

I am going to find you

My head is cloudy, so my body has taken over

Searching…

Longing…

Am I ready to open Pandora’s box?

I see you there, In the corner alone

Surprised that she isn’t here with you

Is this what I wanted?

You have spotted me

Your gaze is locked

The roles feel reversed

Are you hunting me?

Pulling me towards you

Now we are body to body

My eyes squared in anger

My body in sensory overdrive

I should smack you

Your touch makes me begin to forget that

You make me want to do bad things

Your eyes search me

My pulse is racing

The room suddenly becomes so hot

I reach out my hand to your cheek

It funny how a touch can be so familiar

The sexual tension at an all time high

And I am waiting on baited breath

I need his mouth on me

I want him inside of me

In this moment he is mine

I don’t care who sees

Just then he captures my lips

The most intoxicating of kisses

There is a hunger within me awakened

He breaks the kiss and goes for my neck

He pulls my hair back and I inhale sharply

“I want you…” he whispers

“Take me then…” I reply

He takes my hand and we head for the exit…

xo Parker Chase