Love Masochist

27 05 2009

The cold needles pierce my tender calf muscles and it hurts so good…Her left hand holds my leg steady and she feels me quiver, not in pain but in anticipation…The bleeding lines form her shape. My bondaged kitten, to whom I feel apart of. My hands tied behind my back and hips belted down to the chair, legs open. I’m at the mercy of my artist and with every twitch she smiles.With every drop of pleasure I exhale louder.

“Harder.” I insist.

The needles go deeper, blood circling my ankle, she wipes me down and kisses my knee.

“Almost done?” I asked.

” You will be done when I say you are.” she replies.

My heart beats out of my chest. She kisses me, my lips overwhelm hers.

“Are you lost?” I ask sarcastically.

She silences me with a gag, the fear of suffocation makes me well up in tears but she won’t hurt me, and I won’t let the fear ruin this moment…not this time. I bite down on the gag as the pressure of several needles paints the picture I adore.

She looks up at me with those piercing blue eyes. “Open wider.”

She drops the gun and slides her fingers inside me. I exhale and feel my breath get thinner. I refuse to moan and give her that satisfaction. She knows it. She shows no remorse on my body. I’m owned by her,  the ink shooting Golden Locks.
However, she should have covered my eyes. Now under my hypnosis there is no release this time.

She pulls down my gag and I whisper, “You are mine you know…”

“I always was.”

Our heavy breaths consume the room. She unties me from the chair. Before she can checkmate me, I push my blood filled spiked heel to her shoulder. Pinned against the grown she looks stunned. The juice dripping down my thigh… down my calf now burns the raw skin, down my heels onto her chest. Looking deep into her blue, now misty eyes…she begs as I pull the grenade from my belt.

“But if I can’t have you no one can.” The pin lingers between my teeth as I leave the room. I don’t look back. You were the one and you always will be now. The love massacre lives to tell our story.

Leah Lexington





Sexy Bitch

7 05 2009

When do you feel the sexiest? Is it when you’re decked out in your little black dress and all dolled up? Is it when you wake up in the morning and take that lazy stretch in bed? Is it when you’re basking in the afterglow of amazing sex? Sometimes the answers aren’t as conventional as ‘walking around in lingerie and high heels.’ The answers may surprise you.

For me, I couldn’t round it down to one particular moment. I have three…

The first is when I am in my room, after a shower decked out only in cute panties doing my makeup and putting together an outfit for a night out. It’s a moment of feeling beautiful and so comfortable in my own skin. The second is when I am lounging around the house in just boy shorts and an off the shoulder tee, no makeup (well…maybe just a little…). It’s the official after work uniform. Add some knee or thigh high socks to the mix and its even better. It makes me feel sexy because I’m not trying to be sexy on purpose. And the third…I am probably choosing this because of my indefinite  dry spell, lol. I feel incredibly sexy in dance class. Specifically, towards the end of the warm-up when we are all on the floor sitting up, flat back with our legs spread out like a V (or wider depending on how flexible you are.). There is this one moment when I catch myself in the mirror, head cocked to the side. I’m not sweating yet, but there is a definite glow to my skin. I have this euphoric ‘just been fucked’ look on my face, and I love it.

Sexiness is in the eye of the beholder, whether its personal sexiness or how you view someone else. I think it really all boils down to confidence. Confidence makes everyone sexy…

Parker Chase…