Pandora’s Box

13 05 2009

Tonight I don’t feel like me

I know its not because of the drink in my system

Headed to places where I know I shouldn’t

Tonight I am feeling defiant

I enter the room

Dark, with lights flashing all around

Bass from the DJ shaking the walls

People moving, dancing body to body

Feeling like I am stalking prey

Tonight I am going to be bold

This part of me wants to instigate

Feeling many eyes upon me

Senses heightened, so aware

I am not supposed to be here

It was a rule unspoken

But I am filled with passion and rage

I am going to find you

My head is cloudy, so my body has taken over

Searching…

Longing…

Am I ready to open Pandora’s box?

I see you there, In the corner alone

Surprised that she isn’t here with you

Is this what I wanted?

You have spotted me

Your gaze is locked

The roles feel reversed

Are you hunting me?

Pulling me towards you

Now we are body to body

My eyes squared in anger

My body in sensory overdrive

I should smack you

Your touch makes me begin to forget that

You make me want to do bad things

Your eyes search me

My pulse is racing

The room suddenly becomes so hot

I reach out my hand to your cheek

It funny how a touch can be so familiar

The sexual tension at an all time high

And I am waiting on baited breath

I need his mouth on me

I want him inside of me

In this moment he is mine

I don’t care who sees

Just then he captures my lips

The most intoxicating of kisses

There is a hunger within me awakened

He breaks the kiss and goes for my neck

He pulls my hair back and I inhale sharply

“I want you…” he whispers

“Take me then…” I reply

He takes my hand and we head for the exit…

xo Parker Chase





Blow Jays

11 05 2009

Blow jays- a thing of my past, but a thing nonetheless. I think everyone should utilize the talents they possess and once upon a time the blow job was mine… Here are a few rules I falashe by along with an intimate excerpt from “my hetero days” diary.

First, the three most important things to remember:
1. Communication! (Verbal or sound)
2. Variety. No one likes plain old bopping Mc Betty
3. Stamina: Self explanatory.

A few more assorted tips:

-Balls are your friends.

- Giving head was never meant to look elegant don’t be afraid to get a little dirty, throw some elbow grease into the mix. Its ok if you hair gets wrecked and your makeup runs. It’s all in good sexy fun.

-Its all in the eyes. Drive them wild with the look of confidence. If you can’t bring yourself to stare up at your guys “Oh Em Gee” face, then you shouldn’t be on your knees to begin with.

*Remember you may be in a submissive position but baby you are holding All the power between your tonsils. Be proud.
Which brings me to my motto on oral sex “go to town on that shit” if you aren’t going to give it 110% ….as Madison’s mom would say, “someone else will!”

Last but not least
- Not a fan of swallowing your boys juicy seeds? Then try this one on for size..the phrase “cum ON me baby” will never disappoint. Allow your fellow to make an abstract painting. With your body as his canvas you can’t go wrong. His love for porn and your gag reflex will thank you.

An excerpt from my past: I remember looking at my chest pumping up and down, gasping for air and thinking this is art. White lines of pleasure  crossed over my breast, slowly starting to curve around my collar bone. Sticky but comforting, feeling overwhelmingly claimed by him. I laid back and smiled in accomplishment he crawled over with a towel and wiped me down.  He grinned , I asked why.  “Its my turn now” he said with a devilish look in his eyes… I didn’t argue.

Leah Lexington<3





Sexy Bitch

7 05 2009

When do you feel the sexiest? Is it when you’re decked out in your little black dress and all dolled up? Is it when you wake up in the morning and take that lazy stretch in bed? Is it when you’re basking in the afterglow of amazing sex? Sometimes the answers aren’t as conventional as ‘walking around in lingerie and high heels.’ The answers may surprise you.

For me, I couldn’t round it down to one particular moment. I have three…

The first is when I am in my room, after a shower decked out only in cute panties doing my makeup and putting together an outfit for a night out. It’s a moment of feeling beautiful and so comfortable in my own skin. The second is when I am lounging around the house in just boy shorts and an off the shoulder tee, no makeup (well…maybe just a little…). It’s the official after work uniform. Add some knee or thigh high socks to the mix and its even better. It makes me feel sexy because I’m not trying to be sexy on purpose. And the third…I am probably choosing this because of my indefinite  dry spell, lol. I feel incredibly sexy in dance class. Specifically, towards the end of the warm-up when we are all on the floor sitting up, flat back with our legs spread out like a V (or wider depending on how flexible you are.). There is this one moment when I catch myself in the mirror, head cocked to the side. I’m not sweating yet, but there is a definite glow to my skin. I have this euphoric ‘just been fucked’ look on my face, and I love it.

Sexiness is in the eye of the beholder, whether its personal sexiness or how you view someone else. I think it really all boils down to confidence. Confidence makes everyone sexy…

Parker Chase…